Illusion

I have never been happier than right now
My heart was beating hard
I couldn’t catch my breath

Time to drop the illusion
That anything can be okay
It infects you. It ruined me
Time to drop the illusion

High drama in a quiet house
Depression to me is urine yellow
Washed out, exhausted miles of weak piss
I feel like a warm gust of wind
Could exhale my way and I’d disappeared
On some days, I find this thought calming
On others it chills me

Time to drop the illusion
That anything can be okay
It infects you. It ruined me
Time to drop the illusion

I suddenly felt like I might cry
This place does bad things to me
I feel wrong
This place is miserable and I want to die
But I cant think of any place I’d rather be
I feel wrong

Time to drop the illusion
That anything can be okay
It infects you. It ruined me
Time to drop the illusion
Let it end. Let it all end
PLEASE, let it end
I’m tired of dying

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10. Juli 2015

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Based on the Novel
”Sharp Objects“ by Gillian Flynn
Arranged by me

Pages: 102, 130, 152, 244, 264, 293, 294, 300, 325, 331, 374